2013 marks the 3 year “Derpiversary” for my partner Reid and I. The story of our relationship is one that has never ceased to provide people endless entertainment. One of our friends, upon hearing our story, said she and her boyfriend had never heard of anyone else failing (in the cutest, silliest ways) so hard to get together for years before we actually did. Reid summed it all up in one sentence, “Despite our best efforts, we finally got together” and I busted out laughing because it was so incredibly true. Now, friends, I will tell you the story of how we failed together into an awesome relationship…
Reid and I met back in late 2007 in the student lounge of the community college we were going to at the time. I had just graduated from high school earlier that year and he was in the middle of transferring colleges (he was a junior at the top college in our state but medically withdrew after he flipped his SUV and shattered his leg). He was sitting on the couch in the lounge with the anime club talking and laughing. I noticed him straight away because not only was he incredibly attractive and well dressed, but he had an awesome sketch of a mushroom cloud in Sharpie on his dingy red backpack that sat by his feet (I was/still am a huge Sharpie art lover). I was immediately shy, something that just does not happen, but since I was only there to study I didn’t really think anything of it. As far as I was concerned I was basically invisible because I was not a part of the social activity going on, I was simply there to study. I sat down at one of the tables in the lounge and pulled out my books and was immediately absorbed in studying for one of my classes. As I was studying, a friend of mine called and my phone started ringing Storm the Gates of Hell by Demon Hunter, keep in mind that back then customized ringtones had JUST come out (and back then you had to pay for them!). After I finished my short conversation I hung up and went back to studying.
And that’s when it happened. That’s when the really cute guy with the gorgeous smile came and sat down beside me at the table.
“That’s a pretty hardcore ringtone you got there, I’m assuming you like metal?” He asked. I stammered out some reply saying yes, I did in fact like metal and most every other form of rock. We chatted for a few minutes before he left for one of his classes. It wasn’t anything flirtatious in my mind (though I wouldn’t know if someone were hitting on me even if they were using a brick to do so) and I figured it was just a one-off fluke since I was a ratty, white-trash home school kid who was wearing old jeans with patches and a faded orange hoodie and short mussed up hair because I was too lazy to use a hair comb back then. It was just because I had a cool ringtone, that was the only reason he would have ever approached me because God knows it wasn’t because of my looks. All these thoughts kept running around and around in my head until they got tired and I forgot about the incident entirely. The rest of the semester went by without any incident, Reid and I would chat in the hall or in the lounge, but nothing beyond class or school talk for the most part. Eventually, towards the end of the semester we said we would look each other up on Facebook so that we could keep in touch while school was out and while he went to VCU (the “real college” in our town).
For the next year or so we would casually talk on Facebook. We discovered we had a mutual love of sci-fi and video games. At one point when we were chatting about Firefly. I told him I had just discovered the ill-fated but awesome TV series and that he should check it out. After he watched it he hopped online to tell me how much he loved the show, and we talked about that for a long time. In fact, my status had been a quote from one of the episodes and Reid took that as an opportunity to have a “quote off” on my wall that ended up being 100+ responses long. That was when my mom said she thought this guy had a thing for me. I quickly dismissed her claims, he was a wild child, party every weekend type of guy and I was the stay at home and read a book kind of girl. Plus, I was already in a relationship with Ev so it really didn’t matter anyways. Reid even congratulated me on my engagement to Ev and wished us both all the happiness in the world. I never felt weird about being friends with him, he never blatantly hit on me and we really only talked online since we no longer attended the same school. When Ev and I broke up, Reid expressed his deepest sympathies and regrets saying that he thought we were a cute couple that paired well together.
We continued to chat off and on for the next few months, all the while we were both still secretly harboring little crushes on each other that had begun to spring up since my engagement broke off. At one point he asked me if I would be interested in going out with him and a couple other of his friends when they went out together a few weeks later. I *thought* I said I would like to join him and his friends in a few week’s time. Now this is where our first big fail happened. See, he knew I was incredibly sheltered and stuff and I knew he was a bit of a wild child, and both of us have a devastating sarcasm streak in us that just does not translate well into textual form. He thought I wasn’t being serious when I actually was. He told me they would be going out the Friday after next and so thinking that he knew I was serious, I went ahead and requested that night off from work saying that I had a date (much to the joy of my managers). Two weeks later I’m anxiously waiting in my friend’s garage (which was my home at the time) for Reid to call or text me telling me when and where to meet him. We hadn’t talked at all since he asked if I would be interested in going and I assumed we were still on for the date that night. Well, he never called. Or texted. I had been stood up. I didn’t want to call or text him about it for fear of being intruding or bothering him or accidentally making him feel obligated to bring me along when he didn’t want to. Maybe he was just “being nice” and didn’t mean anything by it at all. We talked a few days later without bringing it up at all, I figured he was just being nice when he asked if I wanted to come because he knew I didn’t get out and do much and it was simply a gesture and nothing else. So this was our first fail.
The second fail came about in one of our usual online conversations. We had been talking a lot recently and I had been looking forward to every next opportunity to talk to him. I was really crushing hard on this guy at this point. We talked about anything and everything at this point. Out of the blue he started talking about “bagel girl”, a girl who worked at Einstein’s across from his office (the very one I’m sitting in right now as I write this!) he really liked this girl. He said he went a few times a week just so he could talk to her. I was crushed. I was even more crushed when he asked me if I had any suggestions or insight into how to get this girl to go out on a date with him (he wanted a female point of view). I was doubly crushed, but I liked him so much that I wanted him to be happy and since he obviously had a thing for this chick I tried my best to come up with some advice. I thought to myself that this is the kind of stuff I missed out on in middle school and high school since I wasn’t allowed to date back then and this just came with the territory. I figured at this point I stood no chance of ever snagging the handsome bearded fellow from the student lounge.
Our third fail came a few months later. Reid had told me about how he went to a shooting range and got to rent a P90. I said that I loved guns and went to the shooting range with my grandpa every time I went down to visit him. He asked me if I would like to go with him sometime to the shooting range and this time I made it a clear, “Yes!” A week later we met at the range, I brought my .38 snubnose and he rented a 9mm and we shot through 2 boxes of ammo. It was a lot of fun, I always enjoy out shooting a guy (Boom! Headshot!) but it didn’t take us long to get through 100 rounds of ammunition. I was really hoping that he would ask if I wanted to go someplace else afterwards and get a drink or dessert or something, but he didn’t. I was a bit disappointed because it had been a long time (like 2 years?) since I had seen and talked to him in person but again, I figured he was just “being a nice guy.” Poor thing, I come to find out later that he was so nervous about going out with me to the range that night. He was afraid of scaring me off by coming on too strong or being too flirty (not knowing that I can’t tell flirting from just normal conversation and even if I *think* it’s flirting, I dismiss it for good manners or something like that). He gave me a quick hug and said he would talk to me later.
We did talk later, I texted him to tell him I had enlisted in the Air Force. He was happy for me and thought that was awesome and we talked a lot about what life would be like and he would write me if I wanted him to (which he did, every single day, but that story takes place after the events in this one). Then, a few weeks later, he said it.
“You know, I’m really proud of you and happy you’re doing what you dreamed of, but I have to say, I’m disappointed. I really wanted to date you, and now it looks like I missed my chance since you’re leaving.” (I had told him I was more than likely going to try to get stationed overseas so I could see a bit of the world).
If I hadn’t been devastated before, I definitely was now. I remember going to sleep feeling very sad, but figured it was ultimately for the best anyways. In a way I thought it was nice for a while that we had now established that our relationship with him was just friends. We had friend-zoned each other. I went out on a few other dates with someone else and Reid and I continued to talk since our relationship hadn’t changed at all. We were friends to begin with and would just continue to stay friends.
Then FINALLY, it happened. I was having an incredibly bad day, hopped up on painkillers due to a massive migraine from the emotional rollercoaster I had been riding for days and I called and apparently left a garbled message on his phone that went something like, “Heeeeeeyyyyyyy, I’m borrrrrred and BORED and do you want to come over and watch a movie with me? I’m at my mom’s and we have some AWESOOOOMe movies. K call me bay.” (I don’t remember this LOL). But ‘lo and behold, it happened (not that *it* get your mind out of the gutter!) and he came over and I ended up talking him into staying up ALL night watching movies with me (and terrible movies at that like: Dante’s Peak, Reign of Fire, How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days (obviously a great choice) and a couple other awesome ones like Inglorious Bastards and Muppet Treasure Island. From that night on until I left for BMT we saw each other basically every single day. I asked him to be my date at my mom’s wedding (where the ringtone that brought us together started ringing, on the opposite side of the church, where no one was sitting, because I had left my purse there, and it started playing as soon as my mom had got up to the alter to exchange vows with my stepdad. IT WAS HILARIOUS!). After a few weeks we made it “Facebook official” (and then all our friends exclaimed,”FINALLY!!!!!!”)
And that my friends, is the story of the couple that herped, and then derped, and then finally got together despite ourselves.
Us at my mom’s wedding
Our first picture as a “family” with River the hedgehog and Wedge Antilles the baby bunny in Reid’s hands.
Us this past Christmas (Hey look! I have hair!)
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