March 10, 2013

  • I'm trying to do something productive with my day instead of just spending the whole day crying.
    To say I'm disappointed is an understatement. I ran out of my migraine preventative medicine Thursday night. I have to take it every night and if I miss a dose it takes about 12hrs for the withdrawals to kick in. Saturday (the one day R and I got to ourselves for the past month) I woke up feeling atrocious since it had been over 32hrs since i had my last dose. R took me to the pharmacy so I could pick up my refill. Normally I only take the meds at night because they make me tired but since I was already feeling withdrawals I went ahead and took them as soon as I got them.

    And slept all day. Effectively wasting all the time we had together. Managed to wake up enough to go out and get a burger at our favourite burger place.
    And then slept some more.

    I hate wasting time sleeping when I'm supposed to be enjoying real quality time with my boyfriend that I barely ever get to see even though we live together.

    I'm so mad at myself for wasting the entire day. I waited a MONTH to get that one day and I ruined it.

    It will be at least another 3 weeks before we even come close to maybe getting to spend that much time together again, probably longer.

    Maybe then I'll be able to manage not fucking things up.

Comments (5)

  • Hugs for you

  • Awwwww, I'm sorry dear.  I hate when I fuck things up too.  Usually once a month, but whose counting.  LOL

  • Aw. You/your body obviously needed the sleep. It's hard to fight that. We all fuck up at times...so you are not alone. The weeks will pass and you will get another opportunity for a day together. Hang in there!
    HUGS!!!

  • I hope you get to feeling better my DH gets migraines and wow he has a hard time sometimes...sending you a prayer and a hug

  • I hate when things like that happen too. You can't blame yourself for your pain though!

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