February 19, 2012

  • I feel so stupid right now. R is gone for the first night in a long long time. I can't even remember the last time I slept in a bed by myself.
    Why must I be so... female? He's gone because it's snowing and he felt like if he couldn't get his snow enjoyment in he would regret it for the rest of the year.
    I just wish that I could be included in his fun. I guess he's just done it by himself for so long that it wouldn't be the same if I was there.
    I wanted to build snowmen too, and sit by the fire at his parents house. His parents house is my refuge. It's so safe there, and relaxing.

    I just wish that he could have his fun, and that would include me.

    Maybe one day. Maybe.

Comments (3)

  • Did he not even invite you?  That's not very nice. =(

  • @onestepcloserto_perfection - I think I overreacted a bit. We do EVERYTHING together, I think it's good he got to enjoy the snow with just him and his brother. I'm just not used to being left out! I should encourage him to have more activities with just him his brother/friends, I don't have to be included in every single thing he does (hell, the poor man hardly even showers alone :P

    I think I was just being a typical girl last night. Oh well, happens to the best of us.

  • @forever_musing - Well since you ARE a girl...it's understandable. =P  What you gotta do is find out when he wants to do stuff without you and then make other plans so that you're not thinking about how you're alone.  lol

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