June 11, 2011

  • Restless. I don't know why, but something just isn't sitting right with me right now. Maybe it's because I've confined myself too much. If I'm not at work I am almost always at home. Pretty sure by other signs that my depression is slowly creeping back in. I stopped taking my anti-depressants back in January when I lost health insurance for a while (they were just so expensive!). The first couple weeks off of them were horrible but since I've been doing really well.
    The year is just passing by so fast and I don't feel like I have a lot to show for it.
    I still struggle with feeling like a failure for coming home last year without my uniform and stripes. I know it was for the best but still...
    The neighbors are also about to drive me nuts. 7am every day their kids are up screaming and running around the house. Reid works late (and therefore I'm up late) and when you work late you sleep late, duh! This morning we had to bang on the walls because it was just ridiculous. They aren't babies either, they are school aged kids. I don't want to have to go over and tell them to keep their kids quieter but I will if this keeps up.

    I just don't feel well. And it's kinda lonely around here

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