May 13, 2011

  • Suspicions confirmed. I don't like being right, but what can you do? How do you deal with a disinterested partner?
    If I wasn't so numb I would be in hysterics. It kills me when the person I've chosen to love and be with gets tired of me.
    I try to do my best to not be boring. I'm adventurous and spontaneous. I'm a person who had an attention for detail. After all, it's the little pieces that make the whole. I am a creature of habit but I try not to get stuck in ruts. I'm far from perfect, but that is hardly the heart of the issue.
    I know it's nothing personal. I suppose this sort of thing just happens. You get comfortable, then you get bored, and when nothing alleviates that, you just loose interest. Am I guilty of the same thing? A week without a touch, a week on the couch, and I can't say honestly that I am discontent. If this is drawing to a close, at least it's unraveling itself slowly. At least this time, I can see what might be on the horizon. In the past, I was always the last to know. Cut off and thrown away before I could even try to do anything to prevent the inevitable.

    I am scared though. We just signed a lease together. We're supposed to move into "our" first home in a little over two weeks.

    I just want to get away.

Comments (2)

  • I would first just take a deep breath and not panic. Sometimes, it's easy to do something radical to try to fix things, but it can just make things worse.

    Why not just do something sweet and nice for him, a small thing, and see how it goes? Do your part to keep love alive in your own heart. And keep in mind that it could be many things; the changing of seasons, worries at work, etc.

  • I wish I had some good life altering advice for you. Try to keep you head up and I hope it works out. I'm sending good vibes your way.

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